| | I think perhaps Terence was right.....I'm scared of getting into relationships.....the romantic kinds at least....
And I think that perhaps I'm not ready.......heck even after gawd knows how long......
Tonight's just been....a roller coaster.........a small one perhaps...but it just confuses the hell outa me.....which annoys me to no end......I hate feelings this way....
Why is it that I end up feeling like this regardless of whether or not I'm in a relationship....it's screwed up......i'm psychologically damaged or emotionally malfunctioning...
I want freedom and yet am possessive.....perhaps it's I see both sides of the coin at the same time........or perhaps I'm just plain selfish....
It just seems more justified to blame this on being single..........coz it sure as fuck hard to justify it now.......
Period.....i sense it coming........coz right now.....it's PMS season.......urgh.......
wait! I can blame it on PMS..........
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| | Posted 1/19/2008 2:41 AM - 56 Views - 2 eProps - 2 comments
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