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Posted by: Criseas Original: 4/22/2008 1:58 AM Views: 64 Comments: 3 eProps: 2 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I fight the urge to run
back
with every fiber
of my being

The comfort
that comes
within
your arms

I feel
like saying
fuck
space
fuck
time
it is
here
now

But
it is
wrong
?

Time
is
needed
?

Space
is
needed
?

Thinking is
needed.
----

I
miss
you

Your
scent
warmth
hand
touch
(fingers holding) hair back
crush
Smile
Laugh

But I dare not
tell

For fear
of bias
of affecting
of old habits

Judgment is
needed.
-----------

I am sorry
for
saying these things
breaking the silence
contradicting myself
hurting
you
(and)
me

But I need it
said
stated
heard
read
let out
screamed
cried
hurled

Abusing me
my soul

Accosting me
my brain

Assaulting me
my heart

I am
Sorry
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ps: been reading Bernice Chauly's Book of Sins

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